A patient, while recovering in the hospital from a heart attack, met this over zealous evangelist. For half an hour, the preacher lectured the man on being thankful for God's mercy and repenting immediately of his sins.
"Tell the truth, brother," the pastor remarked. "During your heart attack, didn't all your sins flash before your eyes?"
With a mischievous grin, the patient responded, "Don't be ridiculous, the attack only lasted six hours!" (1)
None of us likes to hear the word "repent," do we? At best, it sounds old-fashioned and alarmist. At worst, it hits too close to home. If there were ever a subject from which we'd like to distance ourselves, it would be this concept of repentance.
A Sunday School teacher once asked a class what was meant by the word "repentance." A little boy put up his hand and said, "It is being sorry for your sins." A little girl also raised her hand and said, "It is being sorry enough to quit." (2)
In our Bible passage today, the prophet Joel is sent to the people of the towns of Judah and Jerusalem to warn them that their sins have separated them from God. Because of the people's sins, God has allowed a drought and a plague of locusts to come down on Judah and Jerusalem. The land is dried up, barren, fruitless. The people are suffering. And yet they still turn away from God. The situation is so desperate that their unbelieving neighbors mock them, "Where is your God?" They have become a bad example to those around them. So God sends Joel to tell the people to repent.
Humorist Garrison Keillor, who grew up in the Lutheran Church, jokes that Lutherans "repent in the same way they sin: discreetly, tastefully, at the proper time, and bring a Jell-O salad for dessert." (3)
I love Garrison Keillor's sense of humor, but there is nothing discreet or tasteful about the description of repentance that we find in these verses.
"Even now," declares the Lord, "return to Me with all your heart, with fasting and weeping and mourning. Rend your heart and not your garments." (vs. 12-13a)
In Joel's day, it was common for people in mourning to tear their clothes and to weep loudly. In a time when the average person only owned three or four garments, this was a visible sign of deep despair. But God is tired of playing games with His people. In this passage, God makes it clear that He doesn't want any more empty promises of change.
"Rend your hearts and not your garments," God says.
TRUE REPENTANCE HURTS. It is humbling. True repentance requires us to reflect on the awesome holiness of God and our dependence on God. True repentance is meant to break our hearts. But it is not the burden of our sins that should break our hearts; it is the realization of God's love for us that should do it.
Listen to verse 13: "Return to the Lord your God, for He is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love, and He relents from sending calamity." These are more than just pretty words. This phrase about the Lord being "gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love" is found nine separate times in the Old Testament. Do you guess God just thinks we're thick-headed? Is that why He keeps repeating Himself? The book of Joel is only three chapters long, but the Lord is referred to as "your God" eight times in these three short chapters. (4) In fact, Joel's very name means, "The Lord is God." Do you see a pattern here?
WHEN WE UNDERSTAND GOD'S GREAT LOVE FOR US, THEN WE UNDERSTAND THAT REPENTANCE IS NOT PUNISHMENT.
Repentance is a return to our true identity and purpose. It is not the stern-faced judge crying, "Condemnation!" It is the loving father crying, "Come home!"
"Come home! You are still welcome here."
"Come home! All will be forgiven."
"Come home! You don't have to wander anymore."
If we truly understand the nature of God, that He is "gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love," the pain of repentance is meant to cleanse us, not shame us.
Actor William Hurt loves his home in New York, and rarely stays away long, even when he's working in Hollywood. He memorizes the flight schedules between California and New York so that he can be ready to hop a plane as soon as his film work is done. In fact, whenever he is away from New York, Hurt keeps a return ticket in his pocket at all times. The ticket serves as a constant reminder to him that he will be going home soon. (5) God says we can always return home.
And when we sincerely repent of our sins, when we come home, God stands ready to bless us. Further along in Joel, chapter 2, God promises the people of Judah and Jerusalem that repentance will lead them to revival and restoration. He will restore their land and make it bear fruit again. He will return the people to prosperity. And here lies one of the most beautiful promises of the Old Testament in verse 25: "I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten . . ."
There is a beautiful quote on repentance from the television show "Touched by an Angel." One angel remarks to a person on the wrong path, "God wants you to fall on your knees and take your future back while you still have the chance." (6)
God still has a future waiting for us. He is ready to bless us, restore us, and make us fruitful again. But God's plan begins with a broken heart.
Have you ever felt like you are in the midst of a spiritual drought? Your joy has dried up. You are barren of hope. You cannot seem to lift your eyes from the pavement. Your prayers, if you even have the words to pray, seem to evaporate into thin air. Where is God? Is it possible that sin is standing between you and God's presence and power? Do you need the kind of revival that can only come through humbling your heart and asking forgiveness for your sins?
The audience in the courtroom held their breath as the verdict was read. This was a case like none of them had ever seen before. The defendant was a young man named Ron. He had grown up in violent street gangs. Many years ago, Ron had tried to kill a rival gang member. After the crime, he and his girlfriend had escaped to Canada. But in Canada, Ron and his girlfriend came into contact with a number of Christians. Their godly example broke Ron's heart. He and his girlfriend repented of their past and gave their lives to Christ.
They married and started a family. Ron became an upstanding member of his community. But Ron and his wife knew they could never live free as long as they ran from their past. It was time to go home. Imagine the fear Ron and his family felt as they returned to the U.S. to face judgement. Ron turned himself in to the police. At his trial, he admitted fully his guilt and apologized for his past actions. The judge was so impressed by Ron's attitude and actions that he set him free with only probation. As Ron would later remark, "What that judge did was show me grace--sort of like Jesus did." (7)
The season of Lent is a time of self-examination. Soul-searching. It is a time to confront the central message of the Gospel: Jesus died to save us from our sins. His death was ugly, vile, shocking, painful. Read through the story of his crucifixion and then try to pretend that your sins don't matter. Try to pretend that they aren't ugly, vile, shocking, and painful. And then, let your heart be broken by a love so great that it would rather die than to lose you.
At the end of the service, I will use these ashes to place the mark of the cross on your forehead. If you are not ready to earnestly repent of your sins and live a new life, then this will be nothing more than a dirty smudge. You would be smart to wipe it off before you leave the service. But if you are ready to "rend your heart" with the work of repentance, then let this cross be a visible reminder of a sincere, inward commitment to a changed life. Welcome home.
1. Clean-Cut-Jokes-subscribe@topica.com. doughels@erols.com (Aiken Drum).
2. (Donald Grey Barnhouse) BIBLICAL ILLUSTRATOR. 3.ASPIRE, October 1995, p. 10.
4. The NIV STUDY BIBLE, Grand Rapids, Mich.: Zondervan Publishing House, 1995, p. 1331.
5. Larry King, pp. 58-59.
6. "When Angels Speak" by Martha Williamson, p. 268.
7. Lee Strobel, GOD'S OUTRAGEOUS CLAIMS (Grand Rapids, MI.: Zondervan Publishing House, 1997),pp. 63-66.
Angela Akers is assistant editor of DYNAMIC PREACHING