Acts 2:14-41 · Peter Addresses the Crowd
Standing and Understanding with the Apostles
Acts 2:14-41
Sermon
by Gerald Whetstone
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The word for "stand" in the language of signing is to place your index and third fingers upright on your palm, held flat, as if standing. When I first learned some signing years ago, the father of a deaf boy in my parish was amused to point out that even signing has its slang. There's a proper sign for "understanding," which derives its origin from the learning process it describes. But he noted that there is also a slang equivalent. You take the sign for stand, and turn it upside down.

How very appropriate that sign is for the Spirit's gift of understanding! This spiritual understanding defies gravity and reason; the conventional way of thinking is turned upside down.

So Peter's words to the crowd, which he knows includes many who called for Jesus' crucifixion, are not words of revenge or anger or bitterness. He proclaims to them that God still holds out to them the promise of the gift of the Holy Spirit -- "to you and to your children and to all that are far off, everyone whom the Lord our God calls to him." The scripture tells that many were cut to the heart and wanted to know what they could do. "Repent," Peter replies, "turn your lives around." And thousands were baptized, and shared with the apostles in prayer and study and fellowship and communal meals.

We too have heard the good news of the Resurrection. We have been baptized into the life of Christ and the love of God. And now we seek to live -- to think, speak, act, hope -- as people whose faith is a dynamic power in our lives. Faith is not an accomplishment. It's not insurance that our troubles are over. It's not a lifesaver we put away in case we ever need it.

Our faith identifies us as people who in the turbulence of life are constantly being forgiven, healed, challenged, and called to serve. One of the gifts promised us as we strive to live by faith is understanding.

Among the alternative marriage vows suggested in a liturgical supplement is one which includes these words: "Together we will try to better understand ourselves, the world, and God." Such a vow is certainly worthy of a Christian community as well: "Together, as a congregation, we will try to better understand ourselves, the world, and God."

How do we come to understand ourselves? From our earliest explorations of independence, to our adolescent identity struggles, to our venturing out on our own, to mid-life crises, to the physical and spiritual challenges of our later years, our lives are full of the struggle to understand ourselves.

Why do we do what we do, say what we say, and think what we think? Theories and explanations abound. Some of them are quite helpful. But for a Christian, our understanding of ourselves begins with our baptism and knowing that we are children of God. "What shall we do?" cried the people to Peter. "Repent and be baptized," he exhorted them. The people had an opportunity to begin to understand their own hearts -- how they had called for Jesus' crucifixion and now cried for salvation through Jesus.

There are a thousand ways to evade accountability or excuse the sinfulness of our life's brokenness. Not much is going to change unless we acknowledge and take seriously the darkness in our own hearts, and the readiness of God to forgive and empower us.

One sense of understanding in the Bible is to describe the most profound depth of our being, the place where values are formed and issues are decided. We see the maturing of Peter's understanding of himself more than that of any other apostle. We learn of his impetuous sinking in a moonlit lake, his harsh rebuke when he tried to steer his Lord on an easier course, the depth of his failure and pain reflected in his master's eyes by firelight. This same Peter now aggressively preaches to thousands on the streets of Jerusalem, and with the eleven gives witness to his faith.

Our pews are full of such Peters, and Peters in progress. When we seek to deepen our understanding of our concerns and troubles, we don't seek out those who seem to live their lives with ease. Rather, we seek out those who have sunk and survived, or were rebuked and reconciled, or who doubted or denied and now proclaim with their lips and their lives the love of God. Through the experience, compassion and deepened faith of such persons, the Holy Spirit enriches our spiritual understanding.

At best, we will only ever partially understand ourselves, Paul said, as if we could only see ourselves dimly in a mirror.

We seek also to understand the world. It is important, surely, to know what we can of the world. Each of us will only grasp a little of its vast nature. Still, learning languages, studying history and the sciences, discovering other cultures, traveling, keeping abreast of world news -- all these are important ways to begin to understand the world.

And yet what we need to understand most is that "God so loved" -- not just us -- but "the world, that he gave his Son." Such an awareness that the whole world is the object of God's affection will rescue us from self-centered and self-serving ways of thought and action.

And how do we understand God? This is the field of theology and the quest of peoples since the beginnings of human history. The studies and writings of theologians all across the history of the church have enriched and challenged our thoughts about God.

But for all we understand, it's important to acknowledge all we can never understand. Luther wrote of the God who is revealed and the God who is hidden. We will always only ever know that fraction of the reality of God which he reveals to us. Thanks be to God that he has shown himself to us in Jesus Christ! In Christ we know him as a God of love, who desires holiness, justice, mercy and peace for his world.

The ways and purposes of God will always be beyond our full understanding. There will always be mystery and a need to accept our inability to understand. This is most painfully true in our times of anguish, when we like Job are left admitting that we who missed seeing the stars first splashed across the sky and singing to their Creator, may not be able to grasp all things. We will work from what we know: that God is a God of love who wills good for us. Whatever is inconsistent with that we reject, even as we seek to live with the questions that remain.

There has always been a place for theological inquiry, and we will want to continue to question and struggle and seek to deepen our understanding of God. But in striving for what we don't understand, we dare never lose hold of what we know best: the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

The two disciples who had walked with Jesus on the road to Emmaus remembered how their hearts burned within them as Jesus had opened to them the scriptures. Some of our understanding comes through words -- scripture, stories, hymns, liturgy and conversation. But some of our understanding comes through no words at all, just as the disciples, upon reaching Emmaus, recognized Jesus in the breaking of bread. Some of our understanding, too, comes apart from language -- the sacraments, a gentle touch, tears of regret or joy, an affirming smile, a moment of beauty.

The gift of understanding is the ability to see the truth beneath the appearance of things. As on that day when Peter preached, so on this day in Easter, we proclaim that Christ is not dead but alive, not in the past but here among us.

This will be more than enough, until the day when we see God face to face, that day when we will know fully, even as all along, we have by God been fully known.

CSS Publishing, Caught in the Acts, by Gerald Whetstone