Acts 9:1-19a · Saul’s Conversion
True Colors
Acts 9:1-19a, Acts 9:19b-31
Sermon
by Lori Wagner
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“The light of the moon will be as the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be seven times the light of seven days, in the day that the Lord binds up the breach of his people and heals the stroke of their wound.” (Isaiah 30:26)

“Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you. See, darkness covers the earth and thick darkness is over the peoples, but the Lord rises upon you and his glory appears over you. Nations will come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your dawn. (Isaiah 60:1-3)

“In your light we see light.” (Psalm 36:9)

“Our God is a consuming fire.” (Hebrews 12:29)

Prop/Animation: Camera / a bright light / a flashlight

[Hold the flashlight as you speak.]

If you have ever been to an operating room, the most striking thing about the room is the brightness of the lights illuminating every corner of the space. The brighter the light, the better the surgeon can see to operate.

Think about it. Ever get a splinter in your finger? What’s the first thing you need? A bright light. Ever lose a button or a coin? What’s the first thing you do? Get a flashlight! Try to shine the light into the crevices and cracks where the item may have dropped, so that you can see to retrieve it. The brighter the better.

How many of you wear reading glasses? I’m sure many of you, like me, put it off as long as you could, right? Well, I tried to ignore the fact that my eyes were aging. But as time went on, the words on the page kept getting murkier and blurrier until the page looked like just a scramble of gray forms on a napkin. But in the absence of reading glasses, the more light you shine on the page, the easier it is to pick out for outlines of the letters.

Let’s just say it. Light makes things clearer. Light also reveals things you never knew were there. Don’t believe it? Just shine the brightest light you can on that table you haven’t dusted in a while. Or on that box in the corner you thought was squeaky clean. Light reveals every smudge, every fingerprint, every spot you couldn’t see was there until you shined the light directly on it. Light makes clear not only what you want to see, but also what you may not want to see, or what you didn’t even realize was lurking there.

Light reveals. Light manifests. Light bares all of the blemishes.

Light can also burn. Anyone who has stayed out in the sun a bit too long knows this to be true. It matters what kind of light you stand under –or lie under. In fact, the harnessing of a single wavelength of light, and focusing that wavelength in a single direction, creates what we know as a laser. And laser light can either hurt, or heal.

If I shine this flashlight at the carpet, or at the wall, or even at you, I’ll see better. If I however turn this flashlight toward me and shine it into my own eyes, it will hurt. A lot! And I’ll see nothing but that light! And when I take the light away, I’ll see black spots for a long while. In fact, if I stare at that light too long, my eyes will be damaged, just as if I stare at the sun too long, even as far away as it is, my eyes will be damaged from doing that too. Sometimes, we can hurt our eyes and not even know it.

Science tells us that light can be present, even when we can’t see it. Or even when it doesn’t seem near. You can get sunburned on a cloudy day. You can lose your sight staring at an eclipse of the sun.

“The condition is called solar retinopathy, and it occurs when bright light from the sun floods the retina on the back of the eyeball. The retina is home to the light-sensing cells that make vision possible. When they're over-stimulated by sunlight, they release a flood of communication chemicals that can damage the retina. This damage is often painless, so people don't realize what they're doing to their vision.”*

Light is powerful! Light harnesses huge amounts of power. Think of that brief flash of lightning you see from your window. Looks like just a tiny streak in the sky. But “an average bolt of lightning, striking from cloud to ground, contains roughly one billion (1,000,000,000) joules of energy. This is no small amount, enough to power a 60-watt lightbulb for six months plus a forgotten open door refrigerator for a day. In the forms of electricity, light, heat and thunder, this energy is all released by the flash in a matter of milli- or even microseconds.** It doesn’t take much to do a boatload of damage when lightning strikes.

Gamma rays, supernovas, the Petawatt Laser. Light is the most powerful energy in existence. Light can be blinding.…And it can take you by surprise.

It certainly took Paul (still Saul in the scripture for today) by surprise that day as he rode with his men toward Damascus to round up Christians. There was a synagogue in Damascus filled with some who had been identified as worshiping Jesus, the man the Jewish authorities had had killed by the Romans, and whom some claimed to be raised from the dead. Saul’s job was to bring them kicking and screaming back to Jerusalem, where they could be tried –and most likely stoned for heresy and blasphemy. Paul had black and white vision. There were the Jews. And there were the Christians. And the Christians had to go.

Paul wasn’t noticing the “Light” of Jesus around him prior to that encounter on the road. Surely, Jesus was aware of what Saul was doing up until then. Surely, the presence of God was around him, checking him out, peering at his heart. But Saul didn’t notice anything about Jesus until the blinding flash that day. That revelation of light, that flashlight in his face, blinded him. And would ultimately make him see.

In Hebrew, the essence of that Light is the shekinah. Shekinah stands for God’s powerful presence manifested as light. In fact, in the Aramaic version of the scriptures, the “shekinah” exists before anything. It is the shekinah (the voice) that manifests itself in light, as in “Let There Be…Light” (Genesis 1). That primordial light, the dawn of revelation, the shekinah is the awakening of being, the opening of a door between God and God’s creation. When God creates Light, the connection and relationship of the light to what the light reveals is born.

It is the shekinah manifested as light/lightning guarding the gates to Eden.

It is the shekinah manifested as light and fire who appears to Abram as a torch sealing the covenant.

It is a flame of burning fire, the shekinah, which manifests to Moses, a burning fire on the altar which manifests to Gideon.

It is a pillar of fire, the shekinah, which leads God’s people through the wilderness.

It is the shekinah which so shone through Moses on the mount when the Commandments were given that when he emerged, his face was still shining with the radiance of the Creator.

“He is the lamp for our feet” (Psalm 119). “The Lamp is the Lamb” (Revelation 21:23).

God’s covenant is a covenant of light. Where there is light, there are birthing stories.

From out of every womb-like darkness, the light emerges revealing something new. When Adam is put to sleep, out of his rib is cut his “ezer,” the woman who would save him from his lone-ness.

From out of Abram’s deep sleep, God would emerge from a fiery furnace to cut a first covenant. From out of the darkness of a whale’s belly, Jonah would emerge back into the light to reveal God’s mission.

From out of the darkness, Saul would re-emerge into the Light as Paul, a new person shining with the glory of God.

Birthday stories are natal stories: the birthing of a universe, the birthing of covenants, the birthing of a person alive in Christ. Each time, God, the everlasting Light, is making something new.

The word for that darkness that Abram felt was “emah” –a dread, a terror, a fear, a darkness. But when he emerged, the Light had changed his life. And he would bear a son. He would be the father of all of God’s people. From the sleep of “death” comes the Everlasting Light.

In Greek, the word is “doxa,” from which we get the word “doxology,” the “glory” of God that is the shekinah. When Saul was encompassed that day by a Light, it wasn’t just any light. Not an eclipse of the sun. Not a torn retina. Not a panic attack. Not a migraine. Not the sun at high noon. Saul reveals that he was blinded and encompassed entirely by the power of the presence of Jesus –encased in the shekinah from which presence he is then cast into darkness for three days and nights.

And from this darkness of fear and confusion, he would emerge a new person. No longer Saul the persecutor of Christians, but Paul, a “new creature in Christ,” Jesus’ greatest missionary.

From within God’s presence came Jesus’ voice. And the Creator began creating a new being.

“In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters. And God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light. God saw that the light was good, and he separated the light from the darkness.” (Genesis 1)

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.”   (John 1)

Jesus, the Light, had come into Saul’s life and had revealed his true heart, as well as his many sins, not the least being a coat rack for executioners of Jesus’ own disciples. Jesus, the Light of God’s presence had come into Saul’s heart and had killed the sin that had been encompassing Saul and restored the soul that would be Paul, born into Christ.

The Light had come into the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it. The Light of salvation had won.

From out of darkness is born light –the manifestation of God. From out of fear and shame is born Resurrection Life. From out of blindness is born new vision, new eyes, new hope, a new person, the person of Jesus.

Ever get your picture taken, and the camera flash practically blinds you? Ready. Flash. And you’re left with blue-luminous x-ray vision for the next few minutes. But without exposure to that blinding light, and then time in the dark-room, a photograph cannot emerge.

[You could have props that include a camera, or darkroom equipment, or water, and photo of Jesus.]

No one thinks about that process anymore in our digital age. We press the button. And voila! An instantaneous photo is born. For the amateur photo-maker, that’s all there is to it. But if you are a true photographer, a professional, you understand the process behind the photo.

When a photo is taken, first a negative is produced. But before its colors can be revealed, that negative must first be processed. The negative is “light sensitive.” Not used to the light. Not ready for the light. It must first be plunged into the darkness and into a solution that will help to develop it. Kept for a while in the darkness, the photo develops silver halides upon it. After the process is complete, the silver salts or “scales” are then washed away, and as the photo dries, the true image is revealed.

In a sense, this is what Paul went through those days. In a blinding flash, Saul’s instantaneous confrontation by the living and powerful shekinah of Jesus blinds him to his past life. And for three days and nights, he is plunged into a dark room, the same darkness that Jonah must have felt, as he languished in the belly of the fish. When he emerged, to be baptized and mentored, he became a new creature. His sins were washed away along with his former ways of seeing. And new eyes had emerged. No longer was he Saul, persecutor of Christians, but the image revealed in Paul became the image of Christ. “For I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me.” (Galatians 2:20)***

Just as God’s promise to us is revealed in the multi-colors of the refracted Light that we call a rainbow, we too are broken, so that we may become Christ in living color.

For your true colors to be revealed, Christ must first come into your life as the Light and change your heart.

Construction professionals know that you can’t renovate a broken and rotting house simply by putting up new wallboard over the rotten wood. If you want to truly restore a house, you must first tear it down. Down must come the walls, and the beams, and the fixtures, and all that is rotten must be removed. Only then, can you use new wood, new beams, new wallboard, new plaster, and rebuild that house into a new form. Only the concrete foundation can remain. And that is the foundation that proves us in the image of God.

Jesus Is One with the Father. He was there from the beginning of time, from the very foundations of the earth. And He is the foundation from which God will rebuild us into a new person, the kind of human being we were all meant to be.

May you all become children of the Light. And may Jesus be revealed in you, so that your True Colors may be revealed to the world. Live as Christ in you.


*www.livescience.com

**See www.realclearscience.com/2012

***The comparison of Saul’s experience to the developing process of a photograph is attributed to Leonard Sweet (and Frank Viola), “Jesus Speaks.” (Due out in the new few months from Thomas Nelson Publishing).

Based on the Story Lectionary

Major Text

Paul’s Experience of Heavenly Blinding Light and the Voice of Jesus (Acts 9:1-31)

Minor Text

The Genesis of the Light (Genesis 1)

God Makes a Covenant With Abram With Light (Genesis 15)

Moses and the Burning Bush (Exodus 3)

Moses Receives the Ten Commandments and Reappears With Radiant Face (Exodus 34)

Elisha Bids God Strike the Arameans Blind and Then Restore Their Sight (2 Kings 6)

Psalm 4: The Light of Your Face

Psalm 18: The Consuming Fire

Psalm 27: The Lord is My Light

Psalm 104: The Lord is Wrapped in Light

Ezekiel’s Vision of Radiance and the Coals of Fire (Ezekiel 1)

The Throne of Flaming Fire (Daniel 7)

Jesus Heals a Blind Man and Talks About the State of Blindness (John 9)

John’s Testimony to Jesus’ Divinity (John 1:1-18)

Paul’s Experience of Heavenly Blinding Light and the Voice of Jesus

Meanwhile, Saul was still breathing out murderous threats against the Lord’s disciples. He went to the high priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues in Damascus, so that if he found any there who belonged to the Way, whether men or women, he might take them as prisoners to Jerusalem. As he neared Damascus on his journey, suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. He fell to the ground and heard a voice say to him, “Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?”

“Who are you, Lord?” Saul asked.

“I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting,” he replied. “Now get up and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do.”

The men traveling with Saul stood there speechless; they heard the sound but did not see anyone. Saul got up from the ground, but when he opened his eyes he could see nothing. So they led him by the hand into Damascus. For three days he was blind, and did not eat or drink anything.

In Damascus there was a disciple named Ananias. The Lord called to him in a vision, “Ananias!”

“Yes, Lord,” he answered.

The Lord told him, “Go to the house of Judas on Straight Street and ask for a man from Tarsus named Saul, for he is praying. In a vision he has seen a man named Ananias come and place his hands on him to restore his sight.”

“Lord,” Ananias answered, “I have heard many reports about this man and all the harm he has done to your holy people in Jerusalem. And he has come here with authority from the chief priests to arrest all who call on your name.”

But the Lord said to Ananias, “Go! This man is my chosen instrument to proclaim my name to the Gentiles and their kings and to the people of Israel. I will show him how much he must suffer for my name.”

Then Ananias went to the house and entered it. Placing his hands on Saul, he said, “Brother Saul, the Lord—Jesus, who appeared to you on the road as you were coming here—has sent me so that you may see again and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” Immediately, something like scales fell from Saul’s eyes, and he could see again. He got up and was baptized, and after taking some food, he regained his strength.

Saul spent several days with the disciples in Damascus. At once he began to preach in the synagogues that Jesus is the Son of God. All those who heard him were astonished and asked, “Isn’t he the man who raised havoc in Jerusalem among those who call on this name? And hasn’t he come here to take them as prisoners to the chief priests?” Yet Saul grew more and more powerful and baffled the Jews living in Damascus by proving that Jesus is the Messiah.

After many days had gone by, there was a conspiracy among the Jews to kill him, but Saul learned of their plan. Day and night they kept close watch on the city gates in order to kill him. But his followers took him by night and lowered him in a basket through an opening in the wall.

When he came to Jerusalem, he tried to join the disciples, but they were all afraid of him, not believing that he really was a disciple. But Barnabas took him and brought him to the apostles. He told them how Saul on his journey had seen the Lord and that the Lord had spoken to him, and how in Damascus he had preached fearlessly in the name of Jesus. So Saul stayed with them and moved about freely in Jerusalem, speaking boldly in the name of the Lord. He talked and debated with the Hellenistic Jews, but they tried to kill him. When the believers learned of this, they took him down to Caesarea and sent him off to Tarsus.

Then the church throughout Judea, Galilee and Samaria enjoyed a time of peace and was strengthened. Living in the fear of the Lord and encouraged by the Holy Spirit, it increased in numbers.

Image Exegesis: Brilliant

"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." (John 8:12)

Jesus said, “For judgment I came into this world, that those who do not see may see, and those who see may become blind.” (John 9:39)

“He reveals deep and hidden things; he knows what lies in darkness, and light dwells with him.” (Daniel 2:22)

“I did not see a temple in the city, because the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple. The city does not need the sun or the moon to shine on it, for the glory of God gives it light, and the Lamb is its lamp.” (Revelation 21:22-23)

“You came near and stood at the foot of the mountain while it blazed with fire to the very heavens, with black clouds and deep darkness. Then the Lord spoke to you out of the fire. You heard the sound of words but saw no form; there was only a voice. He declared to you his covenant, the Ten Commandments, which he commanded you to follow and then wrote them on two stone tablets.” (Deuteronomy 4:11-14)

Paul’s conversion is defined by a brilliant light that blinds him and by hearing the voice of Jesus confronting him about his actions.

This is not just any light, but a brilliant and blinding light. And that brilliant blinding light is accompanied by the voice of Jesus, making it an “audio-visual” experience.

This combination of voice and sight is typical of God’s appearances in the scriptures. Seeing and hearing become combined in the multi-sensory experience.

As Saul was blinded, he could then “see” better what God needed him to see. As long as he only saw his own perspective on life and world, he could not see Christ and God’s mission in the world.

The metaphor of the blinding light in particular is one associated in the Hebrew scriptures with the appearance of God, or the shekinah (God’s presence). Whether lighted cloud, or pillar of fire, or burning bush, or clay oven, or dove, or fiery furnace, or simply a blinding light, God’s appearances are described as manifesting in light. When Moses comes down from the mountain after receiving the Ten Commandments, his face shines with the radiance of God’s presence. Likewise, Jesus’ face shines when the disciples witness the transfiguration. This transfiguration appearance is most like the appearance here to Saul.

A voice is heard, which is Jesus. And the light is so brilliant and bright that it blinds Saul for three days and nights, until he begins to see with his soul, with the eyes of Jesus, rather than his own.

Important is that both light and darkness are part of the scriptural passage. Light and darkness are both manifestations of God and work together to create the birthing experience. In order to come into the light, you have to first have been in darkness. When the earth is formed, the Spirit (shekinah or manifestation of God) hovers over the waters. And then God speaks or sings with waves no doubt Light into existence. From there, God’s presence can be seen!

The eye –another metaphor in the passage—is an interesting and complex organ capable of transforming light into colors and forms, so that we may be aware of the existence of the world around us.

Without light, there is nothing discernable.

Light travels in waves. It’s connective and revelatory. The brighter the light, the more it reveals.

The refraction of that light is colors as we know them in the rainbow, God’s symbol given as a “visible” form of God’s covenant promise.

In the Aramaic form of Genesis, the Light is the manifestation of the shekinah. This image or metaphor is prevalent then throughout scripture. Wherever there is light, fire, reflection, lightning, or any form thereof, it signals God’s shekinah, or presence, a presence of power and sovereignty.

The “light” or “shekinah” often translated as “glory” of God is a visible, tangible presence –a revelation. God’s revelations in these forms are not just God revealed to us, but we revealed to God!

It’s an exchange, in which we are the ones who are changed.

Wherever there is light, there is a “coming into being story.” Whether the creation story, or the story of Abram, or Adam and Eve, or Saul…. There is a deep sleep, there is some kind of cutting out of the old, and introduction of the new. And what is new may be a person, a covenant, some kind of spiritual or physical change.

Saul’s story is a birthing story. Saul encounters the Creator God/Jesus of John’s gospel. And he is encircled by the shekinah, which plunges him back into a womb-like place, where he is morphed and changed, only to emerge as a new person, in which Christ lives in him.

God’s covenant is a covenant of light.

In Abram’s story, the one most that I find links with this story, after Abram is put into a deep sleep (remember Adam), God appears as a fiery tannur (a smoking furnace or clay kiln). In a kiln, pottery (remember God as the potter in Genesis 2) is fired into a new form. When the covenant is cut with Abram, he too is a “made” man, who will father a child and birth a people.

In a sense, God “sows” new seed within him. Molds him into something new. The thing is, once God gets hold of you, you will never be the same. And you will become one of God’s missionaries.

The process of “emah” (terror, fear, darkness) and new life (living in the Light) are both part of God’s birthing. You cannot pass into the light until you have walked through the lapid esh, the torch of fire.

You don’t have eternal life and resurrection, until you have first gone through the deep sleep of death.

As in the covenant with Abram, it is a “passing through” process. And as in photography, you first must have a negative before you can create a photograph.

In a sense, Pauls’ experience is a freeze frame. His life at present is captured in that moment of blinding light and stopped! If you would look at his life at that freeze frame moment, you would see a man who is blind to the glory of God, who is persecuting Christians, who is ignorant of Jesus’ salvation.

In a sense too, God in that moment jump-starts Paul’s life, his true life of service and mission to God.

In the light, your flaws are revealed. You are revealed to God. God has captured you in the moment of your sin, and has frozen that life, in order to create a new one.

What hurts can also heal

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