Acts 9:1-19a · Saul’s Conversion
A Vexing Vision
Acts 9:1-6 (7-20)
Sermon
by Charley Reeb
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Have you have heard the expression, “Something got lost in the translation?” On the Internet there are programs which will translate an English document into several different languages. All you do is type in a phrase or a word and the program translates it into French, Spanish, German, or whatever language you desire. Sound helpful? It is, especially if you are learning a foreign language. But how do you know if these programs create an accurate translation? A linguist had the same question and decided to test the accuracy of the translation. He typed in the lyrics to the nostalgic tune, “Take Me Out to the Ball Game”:

Take me out to the ball game.
Take me out with the crowd.
Buy me some peanuts and Cracker Jack.
I don’t care if I never get back.

Let me root, root, root for the home team.
If they don’t win, it’s a shame.
For it’s one, two, three strikes, you’re out,
At the old ball game.[1]

He then ran the program in his computer to translate the song into German and then back into English. When he read what the pro- gram gave back to him, he was convinced that something got lost in the translation. The song went from a celebratory chant to some- thing that looked like a harsh war cry:

Execute me to the ball play.
Execute me with the masses.
Buy me certain groundnuts and crackerstackfusig.
I’m not interested if I never receive back.

Let me root, root, root for the main team.
If they don’t win, it is dishonor.
For there are one, two, three impacts on you.
At the old ball play.[2]

The essence of the song was lost.

Something similar can happen to the words found in the ninth chapter of Acts. Whenever we read the dynamic account of Paul’s conversion and call, we are so awestruck by the drama of the text that something very important gets lost in its translation into our lives. After the blinding light and booming voice from above, there is a radical message for us that is often overlooked. This oversight is understandable because the message lost in this text confirms our fears about what it means for us to be followers of Christ. It reminds us of the level of discipleship to which we are called.

What is this radical message? It is found in the vexing vision from God to Ananias. That’s right, Ananias. We sometimes forget that he is in this passage, too! He often gets ignored or pushed aside, but Ananias is the authentic hero of this story. He has fallen into a deep, comfortable sleep, and all of a sudden he sees a vision and hears a voice say, “Ananias, I want you to go to Saul of Tarsus and lay your hands on him so that he can regain his sight.” Maybe Ananias thought, “Jesus wants me to do what? Please tell me this is a nightmare and not a vision.” But after Ananias complains and questions, Jesus simply says, “Go! Just go. This man Saul is to be one of my most powerful instruments.”

Now, put yourself in Ananias’ shoes. Imagine the shock, con- fusion, and anger of finding out that Jesus wants to use you to recruit a future missionary who presently takes great pride in torturing and murdering Christians. It is not so difficult for me to imagine. Whenever I turn on the television and watch documentaries on the Crusades or the Holocaust and see and hear the horrible and heinous ways that people were tortured and killed, I ask myself, “What kind of human could do that to another human?” Then I read the ninth chapter of Acts and meet the kind of person who could do such a thing — a person being called by God to be a missionary of Jesus Christ.[3]  This vision is vexing indeed.

What is so miraculous about this scriptural passage is not the blinding light that stopped Saul in his tracks, no matter how dramatic. The incredible miracle is that Ananias ended up following what appeared to be a ridiculous and outlandish command. And in following the command, he answered a call that was less flashy, but more risky. He trusted in the Lord’s wisdom, not in his own logic. He turned away from what was reasonable to follow the irrational love of Jesus Christ.

So as this vision and action of Ananias stare us in the face, the penetrating question arises: Are we willing to do the same? Are we willing to follow Jesus with the same kind of trust and commitment? Do we dare follow Jesus in ways considered illogical, un- reasonable, and irrational? Is there enough courage within us to follow Jesus into the face of our enemy and discover what change really looks like?

Ananias’ vision is vexing because it confirms that if we genuinely worship and follow Jesus Christ, we are going to be called to think outside the box and go places we probably would never want to go. We will be asked to go to great depths and heights that may be unreasonable, according to society’s standards. The Spirit of Christ will quicken us to grow and change in ways that may be painful, but always adventurous.

I remember teaching a Sunday school class years ago. One of the verses of scripture we were studying was Jesus’ plea, “Love your enemies; do good to those who persecute you.” As we began our discussion of the verse, a lady in the back of the room stood up and exclaimed, “That’s stupid! I think that is just stupid!” Then she bent down, grabbed her black, leather-bound King James Bible, stormed out of the room, slammed the door behind her, and sat in the sanctuary and waited for worship to begin.

Many of us are prepared to love the lovable, but we are not prepared to love the unlovable. We are willing to receive the un- conditional love of Christ but not willing to give the same love to others. We want justice to be served but do not want the unjust to be called to serve Jesus Christ. We are bold enough to claim Jesus Christ as our Savior and Lord but not always bold enough to go to the places where that claim may take us.

Yet just when we think there are no more heroes willing to take a risk — to go beyond the reasonable in the name of Jesus Christ, we read about Ananias who did exactly that. He went, de- spite the fact that probably every fiber of his being was against it. He went, despite the risk of appearing foolish. He went, despite the risk of losing his life. He went and paid a visit to his worst nightmare, Saul of Tarsus. And we are left asking, “How was Ananias able to do such a thing?”

The answer to that question is found in verse 18. When Ananias entered the house of Judas and saw Paul, the first word he said to him was, “Brother.” Can you believe it? He called a man he certainly feared and most likely hated, “Brother!” This could be com- pared to a Jew in Auschwitz walking up to a Nazi guard and saying, “Brother,” or an African-American attending a KKK march and saying to the white hoods, “You are my brothers!” What possessed Ananias to say such a word? My hunch is that when Ananias looked upon Saul, he saw him the way Christ saw him — as Paul. Picasso painted a portrait of Gertrude Stein in 1906, which is now on display in the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York City. What is so interesting about this painting is how long Picasso toiled with it before its completion. It is said that Stein sat for Picasso more than ninety separate times. However, what was even worse was that when his friends looked at the finished portrait, they complained that it looked nothing like Gertrude Stein. Picasso responded to the criticism by saying, “Everybody thinks she is not at all like her portrait, but never mind; in the end she will manage to look just like it.” Picasso, with his uncanny ability, had portrayed Stein’s inner essence, not her facial characteristics. More importantly, he portrayed Stein, not as she had been, or as others saw her in the present, but as she would become in the future.[4]

Dostoyevsky once said, “To love a person means to see him as God intended him to be.” I believe that was what Ananias was able to do when he looked upon Paul. God in Christ gave Ananias the gift of seeing Paul the way he was intended to be. I wonder what would happen if we could do that. I wonder what would happen if we looked upon our adversaries or enemies with the eyes of Christ. Consider, for a moment, the awesome change that could occur if some of us prayed for the wisdom and courage to see that boss who insulted us, that friend who betrayed us, or that sibling who wounded us as they were intended to be. Could it be that our hearts would be transformed as radically as Paul’s was on the Damascus road?

It is my conviction that if we looked at others through the eyes of Christ we would understand anew that Jesus died for the whole world, not just for people we think he should have died for. We would see that even our most evil enemy was destined to be a child of the King. Then the power of reconciliation would be a totally new experience for us. Suddenly, we would come to the refreshing realization that love is stronger than hate, reconciliation is more powerful than resentment, and acceptance is more transforming than prejudice.

There is a wonderful old film called The Defiant Ones, that portrays this truth. The movie is about two convicts who escape from a chain gang. They are shackled together — one man is black and the other man is white. In a moving scene, they both fall into a deep ditch with muddy sides. As he tries to claw his way out of the ditch, one convict discovers that he cannot make it because he is shackled to his mate, who has been left at the bottom of the ditch. Soon both convicts realize that the only way to make it out of the ditch is by climbing together.[5]

What is often lost in the translation of Paul’s conversion story is the understanding that two people were changed, not just one. Yes, Paul was changed, but Ananias was too. Ananias saw his enemy as a brother, as an equal, as a co-worker for Jesus Christ. As a result, scales fell from Ananias’s eyes, hate dissolved into love, walls came tumbling down, and the gospel prevailed and was pro- claimed like never before.

The same vision and opportunity that was given to Ananias is given to us today. Jesus has given his Church the power to break down the walls that exist between our enemies and us. We have been given love to tear down the walls of hatred and build a path- way to our enemies. We have been given a voice to tear down the walls of injustice and build a pathway to peace. We have been given hands to tear down the walls of suffering and build a pathway to joy. Most of all, we have been given the Holy Spirit to tear down the walls of bitterness and brokenness and build a pathway to wholeness. So what are we waiting for? We have work to do.


1. Song written by Jack Norworth.

2. Lee Strobel, “Meet the Jesus I Know” (Preaching Today, tape 211).

3. Philip Yancey, What’s So Amazing About Grace? (Grand Rapids, Michigan: Zondervan, 1997), p. 70.

4. William H. Willimon, Pulpit Resource, 29.2, p. 25.

5. Desmond Tutu, No Future Without Forgiveness (New York: Doubleday, 1999), 8.

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