Acts 9:1-19a · Saul’s Conversion
The Thirteenth Apostle
Acts 9:1-19a
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by Donald B. Strobe
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At the end of the first chapter of the Acts of the Apostles, there is a curious story of how the eleven remaining apostles filled the vacancy in the band of the Twelve left by Judas’ suicide.  The record says that the choice came down to two: a man named “Joseph, called Barsabas, who was surnamed Justus, and Matthias.  And they cast lots for them, and the lot fell on Matthias; and he was enrolled with the eleven apostles.” (Acts 1:23, 26) But Matthias was never heard from again!  Evidently some sort of mistake was made.  Perhaps the apostles were not as careful as they ought to have been.  Perhaps the hour was getting late, and they were getting tired.  Perhaps they had been sitting through meetings all day.....and by the end of the day they would have settled for almost anybody.  “Let’s just get a warm body so that we can get the meeting over with.” Matthias’ election was done so quickly, one gets the impression that he became an apostle almost by accident.  At any rate, it seems that at this point the early Church was not as sensitive as it might have been to the movement of the Spirit of God.  For while they were flipping a coin to select Matthias, God was out on the road to Damascus preparing Saul of Tarsus to become Paul, the apostle of Jesus Christ.  The eleven chose Matthias to be the thirteenth apostle.  But God chose Paul! 

I.  WHO WAS PAUL?  He was originally named Saul, after the first king of Israel...which may not have been completely appropriate, for King Saul was very tall and Saul of Tarsus was a rather short man.  Indeed his new nickname “Paul” means just that: “little man.” He was a little man, but big in influence.  As St.  John Chrysostom, who lived and preached in Bethlehem in the fourth century, said of Paul, “He was five feet high, but with a reach beyond the stars!” He was born a Roman citizen of the city of Tarsus in Cilicia, but soon became a citizen of the world.  Although a tentmaker by trade, he had received the best of education as student of the great Rabbi Gamaliel.  Paul knew Hebrew, Arabic, and Greek.  He began life as a religious fanatic, the kind of person who believes that there is only one right way to God and he has it.  (Their kind is not all dead yet!) Recent years have witnessed the rise of religious fundamentalism among the three great monotheistic religions: Judaism, Christianity, and Islam, and it smells as bad among any of the three.  Someone defined a fanatic as a person who “cannot change his mind and will not change the subject.” Paul at first fit that description. 

Our first encounter with him is as a young man, standing guard over the clothes of those who were stoning Stephen, the first Christian martyr.  That must have had a profound effect on him, for he could never forget the scene of Stephen with blood running down his face asking God to forgive his persecutors.  The picture of the dying martyr Stephen lodged in his mind and undoubtedly contributed to his amazing experience along the Damascus Road when Paul was blinded, knocked to the ground, and transformed into a totally new person.  For the rest of his life—over thirty years—he was to be a missionary for the Gospel.  Whenever Paul came to town he started either a revival or a riot!  When he could not talk to people directly, he communicated through the medium of letters, often written by a scribe or secretary, and there is some evidence that the apostle suffered from an eye disease which curtailed his own writing abilities.  Finally, he was arrested in Jerusalem and held in prison for four or five years, first in Caesarea and then in Rome itself, but while in prison he continued to write.  Tradition has it that he was beheaded around A.D.  64 in Nero’s anti-Christian persecution.  His martyrdom gave even greater currency to his writings, and they were circulated throughout the church, eventually finding their way into our New Testaments.  (His letters make up one-fourth of the New Testament!)

Note this: Paul wrote before any of the Gospels were put together.  From Paul we have the earliest record of the resurrection, the earliest words of Jesus, the earliest record of the Last Supper. 

II.  IN ANY UNDERSTANDING OF THE CHRISTIAN FAITH, THE APOSTLE PAUL LOOMS LARGE.  In the Cathedral of St.  John the Divine in New York City there is a gallery surrounded by a series of panels.  Each panel represents a Christian century and bears the name of a person who most profoundly influenced the Christian life and thought of his or her time.  Concerning some of the figures there has been a sharp difference of opinion, but when it came to the choice of the name for the first panel there was instant agreement among those who were consulted.  They chose Paul.  Who can deny that the most influential Christian of the first century was the apostle Paul?  The great New Testament scholar Edgar J.  Goodspeed said of him that he was “the greatest mind the church ever had.”

Paul proclaimed his message through the medium of “letters” which later became Scripture.  We sometimes call them “epistles.” (Contrary to what some may think, the “epistles” were not the apostles’ wives!) They were simply letters written by a concerned Christian leader to churches which were encountering all sorts of problems: squabbles among parishioners, people getting drunk on the communion wine, people being tossed to and fro by strange religious doctrines which were prevalent all across the ancient world.  To deal with these problems, Paul did not write a book as the Gospel writers did; he wrote letters.  I imagine he would have been surprised if someone had told him that the notes he dashed off to his friends and the churches which he had established would one day be compiled into a book bound in leather and given the name “Bible.” For him, the “Bible” was the Jewish Scriptures: what we call the “Old Testament.”

Paul wrote his letters to deal with situations which existed at a certain time and place.  If there had been telephones in his day, I imagine that he would have picked up the phone and talked with the congregations across Asia Minor, and all we would have now would be phone bill receipts!  But he wrote letters, spanning a decade.  We are not really sure how many.  “Thirteen are attributed to him, of which seven are generally agreed to have been written by him, three are likely to have been, and three were certainly not.  He may possibly have written others—perhaps as many as four to the Corinthians—which no longer exist.  One letter, Philemon, is little more than a postcard...” (Harry Potter, “Saul and Paul,” International Christian Digest, May, 1989)

Down through the centuries, the letters of St.  Paul have exerted great influence.  Every great religious revival has been sparked by a rediscovery of the message of Paul.  Martin Luther said that if we lost the whole Bible, and had left only Paul’s Letter to the Romans, we would have enough to save us and to save our world.  The rediscovery of Paul’s message in Romans was the spark that ignited the Protestant Reformation.  Paul’s writings had a profound effect on John Wesley, founder of Methodism.  In the early part of our own century, theologian Karl Barth’s monumental commentary on Paul’s Letter to the Romans started a revolution in Christian theology which has had its effects right down to our day. 

II.  BUT IN RECENT YEARS, PAUL HAS COME UNDER A GOOD DEAL OF CRITICISM.  Many people have a stereotype of St.  Paul as an overly zealous rabbi who persecuted Christians until he himself was converted to Christ, and then repudiated Judaism and became equally zealous in preaching faith in Jesus.  Nothing could be further from the truth.  Paul did not repudiate Judaism.  He merely preached Jesus as the fulfillment of it, and through Christ he believed that even we Gentiles could join Jews as God’s children.  He agonized about his fellow Jews who did not believe in Jesus, and in Romans 9-11 came to the theory that they are still God’s people, and Christians are also God’s people, but only through the grace of God, and should therefore not feel themselves superior to God’s original people.  Paul believed that it is only because of God’s gift to the world in Jesus Christ that the doors of the kingdom have been opened to all, and so he became uniquely the “apostle to the Gentiles.”

There are those who believe that Paul’s influence on Christianity was so decisive, that he took the simple Galilean Gospel of the prophet Jesus from Nazareth and made it into a complex plan of redemption by the cosmic Christ.  Paul has been pictured as the “bad guy” who made the Christian Faith complicated by becoming overly theological about it all.  The truth is that all of the apostle’s great central conceptions: the grace of God, the justification of the sinner, the atoning death of Christ, the resurrection from the dead, and the power and presence of the Holy Spirit, came not from Paul, but through Paul—from the teachings of Jesus Himself.  That there is a difference between the teachings of Paul and the (seemingly) simpler teachings of Jesus no one can doubt.  After all, one was the Redeemer and the other was the redeemed!  But it was Paul who took the Gospel, thought about it deeply, and proclaimed it in a form that has sprained the brains of theologians for centuries. 

There are two other areas in which Paul has come in for criticism recently, and they are much more controversial: the role of women in the church, and human sexuality.  The place of women in the church was a hot issue in Paul’s day, as it has been in our own.  Women were given a new status by the coming of Christianity.  In ancient times, a pious Jew could actually thank God that he had not been born a Gentile, a leper, or a woman!  But Jesus accepted women as disciples on equal terms with men.  And many great women leaders arose in the early Church.  Not everyone was happy about this, and some of Paul’s words can be quoted to show that he was a reactionary who wanted to keep women in their place.  This did not go down well then—or now.  (I like the bumper sticker which says: “A woman’s place is in the house...and the Senate!”)

We must remember that Paul’s writings were dealing with specific situations; he was not necessarily setting down rules for all time.  In his letter to the Corinthians he says that “women should keep silent in church.” The problem was this: early Christian worship had the sexes divided, as did the synagogues of old.  The men would be down front and the women in the rear.  The men would hear the rabbi preach, and the women would shout to their husbands, “Hey, George, what did he say?” So Paul says that women should keep silent in church.  (I Cor.  14:34) I do not think he was setting down a law for all times and places.  He was dealing with a particular situation.  In another example, to avoid scandal in Corinth, an ancient city where only loose women went about with their heads uncovered, Paul decreed that women should cover their heads in public.  And so, logically, almost two thousand years later, women are still often expected to wear hats in church!  Or at least they used to be; customs are changing.  But I once served a church where a dear lady in the congregation actually told my wife that she thought the fact that few women wore hats to church anymore was a Communist plot! 

And as far as his views on the ordination of women, he said nothing about it.  He did have problems with women as teachers, stemming from his own paternalistic background.  Those who quote Paul to oppose the ordination of women fail to realize that if his words are taken literally they would not affect women in the pulpit, but they would wipe out the Sunday School where faithful and devoted women have done most of the work over the years!  Paul, like the rest of us, was not always consistent.  He confesses that sometimes he speaks with the inspiration of God, and sometimes on his own authority.  (Cf.  I Cor.  7:25) I have come to believe that he was a speaking on his own authority when he puts women down, and that he was really inspired when he wrote Galatians 3:28: “There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus.”

Now, about sexuality.  Here we really have a can of worms.  Sometimes Paul sounds like a “misogynist,” which my dictionary defines as “a person who hates women.” He even seems to suggest that men ought not to touch women as they might become soiled by such contact.  But a careful reading indicates that he prefers celibacy, not because women are dirty, but because he believed (at first) that the end of the world was just around the corner, and why should anyone become encumbered with a wife and family if the world is going to go smash soon?  The trouble is, (as one recent author puts it), “instead of taking Paul’s theology as a radical starting point for reassessing our morality in every age, we have taken his particular and often silly remarks (or those of his followers) and fossilized them.  We made into a law what was meant to be practical advice for a particular church.” (Ibid., p.27)

In the matter of homosexuality, Paul has been considered the “bad guy” and anti-gay.  Many passages attributed to Paul in Romans, Corinthians, and I Timothy are often quoted by those who tell us that homosexuality is un-Christian.  But here I defer to Biblical scholars who have studied the matter far more deeply than I.  They tell us the translators of the various passages which are trotted out on this issue often give us translations that reflect more their own prejudices than what Paul actually said.  All I ask is that we do not make up our minds based on any one translation, but that we spend more time digging into the commentaries to see what Paul actually said.  And then we must ask: in this matter, was he speaking for God, or on his own authority, as he said that he sometimes did?  That’s something to think about. 

Many have speculated about just what happened to St.  Paul along the Road to Damascus.  One theory is that he suffered a sunstroke.  In the early years of my ministry a dear saint of God, an outstanding woman minister who had much influence on me, said, “God give us more sunstrokes if they will do for us what they did for Paul!” Someone asked this same minister, “Why doesn’t a Damascus Road experience happen to me?” Her reply was not particularly politic, but it was to the point.  She said, “God saves His big guns for big game.” Not all Christian experiences are likely to be the same, because not all of us are the same.  We have different personalities.  And the good news of the Gospel is that God can use any of us and all of us.  As the old Gospel hymn puts it: “If you cannot preach like Peter, if you cannot pray like Paul; Just tell the love of Jesus, and say He died for all.” This is true whether you are the thirteenth apostle...or the thirteen billionth! 

We may never know exactly what happened to Paul along the Damascus road.  But what happened to Paul ultimately?  For the rest of his life—over thirty years—he was to be a missionary for the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  Luke (in the Acts of the Apostles) reports the tradition of the close of Paul’s ministry.  On one of his return visits to Jerusalem, Paul’s enemies inflame a crowd who are ready to lynch him as an apostate and blasphemer.  Paul is taken into custody before they can act; he is held temporarily in the barracks of the military police.  Then, to avert an attack on the jail, he is secretly sent to the Roman headquarters in Caesarea to await trail.  But the wheels of justice turn slowly.  Two years later he is sent to Rome at his own request to be heard by the emperor Nero, according to his right as a Roman citizen.  But even while in prison, Paul carried on his letter writing and his witnessing for Christ.  Indeed, one-third of our New Testament was written by Paul. 

Eventually, Paul went to Rome to stand trial.  Luke tells us nothing about the outcome of that trial.  Was Paul acquitted and let go, free to fight another day?  We simply do not know.  There are some reports that he was, and was even able to carry his message as far west as Spain, but they are not conclusive.  The primary tradition says that whatever happened at his first trial before Caesar, he finally met death as a martyr to the faith, probably in Rome in the early 60s A.D.  We read his own testimony of what was about to happen to him as he writes to young Timothy: “For I am already on the point of being sacrificed; the time of my departure has come.  I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.  Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will award to me on that Day, and not only to me but to all who have loved his appearing.” (II Timothy 4:6-8 RSV)

So Paul died a martyr for the faith he had once despised and sought to destroy.  But before his death he left a legacy to the Church down through the ages which has nourished its faith, inspired its discipleship, corrected its aberrations, and challenged it to become what he always believed it to be—the channel of Christ’s presence in the world, the “Body of Christ.”

All things considered, we can thank God for His gift to us of this great mind given in the service of the Church.  The great New Testament teacher Edgar Goodspeed said that when Paul went up to Jerusalem after his conversion to meet with the apostle Peter, “It was a meeting of the utmost importance, for it brought together the greatest mind and the greatest heart among the believers.” Edgar Goodspeed, PAUL, (New York/Nashville: Abingdon Press, 1947), p.  27. 

Thanks be to God.

Dynamic Preaching, Collected Words, by Donald B. Strobe