John 19:28-37 · The Death of Jesus
Suffering
John 19:28-37
Sermon
by Burton F. Blair
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After this, when Jesus knew that all was now finished, he said (in order to fulfill the scripture), "I am thirsty." A jar of sour wine was standing there. So they put a sponge full of the wine on a branch of hyssop and held it to his mouth. John 19:28-29

Late Thursday evening, after sharing the Passover meal together, Jesus took several of the disciples with him to the Mount of Olives, commonly called "Gethsemane." Jesus said to the disciples with him, "I am deeply grieved, even to death; remain here and keep awake" (Mark 14:34).

Alone and separated from those with him in Gethsemane, Jesus pleaded with God: "Abba, Father, for you all things are possible; remove this cup from me; yet not what I want, but what you want" (v. 36). Jesus ends this prayer with words of surrender. Jesus desired more than anything to do the Father’s will. Jesus did not want his needs or fears to get in the way of God working out his plan. If drinking the cup was the only way, then he was willing to take the cup and drink it dry.

But Jesus’ prayer was interrupted. The lights could be seen coming up the hill to where Jesus was. The lanterns and torches coming up toward the garden were carried by Roman soldiers and the police of the chief priest. Judas, the one who betrayed Jesus, was leading them to where Jesus was. They came with a single goal in mind - to arrest Jesus.

As Jesus was arrested, Simon Peter was taken off guard. Hurriedly, he picked up a sword and attacked one of the slaves of the chief priest, cutting his right ear off. "Put your sword back into its sheath. Am I not to drink the cup that the Father has given me?" questioned Jesus (John 18:11).

At noon on that Friday, darkness had covered the earth like a blanket. It was now the third hour of the afternoon, and the darkness still engulfed the land. Up to this point, Jesus had already spoken several times from the cross. Each word he spoke had something to do with others. He had spoken a word about forgiveness, another about reconciliation, still another about concern, and even one about anguish. But this word was different. He spoke of his own need. He was thirsty.

Raising himself on the cross so that he could speak, Jesus was emptying the cup we spoke about earlier. "I am thirsty," cried Jesus. These are not unusual words. Yet they are insight-giving words. They give us a clue as to what must have been happening in Jesus’ body. Indirectly, they give us insight into the nature of his suffering. Such a burning thirst was a natural response, considering what Jesus had already experienced.

After Jesus was arrested, the Roman soldiers kept moving Jesus from one place to another, seemingly all night long. Sometime, perhaps in the early morning hours of Friday, Jesus had been tied to a pillar in the courtyard. There, he was scourged with a leather whip. (This was often done to speed up the death process of crucifixion.) In this whip, small, jagged pieces of bone were attached to the ends of the leather tips. Also, a lead ball attached in the center of the whip was used as an impact on the body, so as to increase bruising. Of course, the jagged pieces of bone would tear at the victim’s flesh. The law normally prescribed 39 lashes, even though more could be given. Such a scourging assured the death of its victim before sundown on this Passover.

After the scourging, a purple robe was placed over Jesus’ shoulders, and a crown of thorns was placed on his head. For what must have seemed an unending period of time, the soldiers had played the game - "mock the king." All this was done to mock Christ’s royal claim. Seeking to be as rude as possible, the mocking soldiers knelt before Jesus and mockingly hailed him king. Each time Jesus moved, the crown of thorns dug deeper into his scalp. Blood drained down into his eyes and into the corner of his mouth. He could taste his own blood. Moreover, the back of the robe was saturated with blood from the lashes of the whip.

All this was no small amount of bleeding. In fact, he bled profusely. There was a heavy blood loss. And a heavy blood loss causes severe dehydration. The scourging and the bleeding forehead were the reasons for Jesus’ thirst. All of this occurred before he was placed on the cross with nails driven through his flesh, causing more bleeding and dehydration.

"A jar full of sour wine," says the Bible, "was standing there. So they put a sponge full of the wine on a branch of hyssop and held it to his mouth." Jesus did not take the sour wine. In all likelihood, Jesus had been offered wine at the beginning of the ordeal.

The soldiers always brought a ration of wine for their own consumption, normally a vinegar-tasting wine. The soldiers also brought to such events a wine that was drugged. All too well the soldiers knew the pain their victims would suffer, and to deaden the cries of this pain, they offered this drugged wine. The wine would help to lessen the pain, and the victim would lose consciousness until he slowly smothered to death.

When Jesus spoke of thirst, a soldier went over to the soldiers’ wine and used a sponge and offered it to Jesus. The sharp vinegar taste was offered not for Jesus to drink, but to moisten his lips. The vinegar in the wine would cool the fever of his lips which were, by now, parched by the struggle to breathe. The lips would be dry and cracked. But Jesus refused to take it.

"I am thirsty," said Jesus. This is the only word of the seven words from the cross he spoke for himself. So, why would these words be remembered as words from the cross? There is no note of salvation in them - nothing about forgiveness or heaven in these words. There is no voiced concern in them either. Just words of suffering. The One who brings salvation turns his words upon himself.

If one has read the Gospel of John before, it is always clear that John deals with several layers of truth. It is clear that John included these words for a good reason. These words show very clearly that Jesus was a real human being. He was flesh and blood like all God’s children. These words bring us face-to-face with the human qualities of Jesus. But, much more, they bring us face-to-face with his real, human suffering. On the cross, Jesus knew the agony of the nails as well as thirst.

If biblical scholars are correct, John wrote his Gospel around A.D. 100. And we must remember that, during this time in church history, a dangerous twist to Christianity had developed and was being preached. The movement was called Gnosticism. The Gnostics were greatly influenced by Greek philosophy, and as a thought form were in existence long before Christianity came on the scene. Gnostics taught that spirit is good, and matter, the physical, is evil. So, they denied that Jesus was a physical being, but instead was a phantom in human form, in which the Spirit of God had taken shape. This would mean that, if Jesus was pure spirit, then he could not have suffered pain or even death. As pure spirit, they declared that when Jesus walked through the sand he left no footprints. Jesus, the Gnostics insisted, went through the whole ordeal of the cross without any real suffering. In fact, in their gospel, they preached that on the cross Jesus was faking it, playacting. It was not real. And, to say the least, such a thought is a radical perversion of Christianity.

It does not take a genius to figure out what this would mean for us. Such a savior would be of no use to us. Because when we suffer, it is real. And, further still, our death is no playacting, no pretending, event. It is real. It is a real death. It is not fake. So, if Jesus is the messiah, then, to be of help to us, he must suffer real pain and die a real death, just like we have to do. If Jesus was human like us and God raised him from the grave, then - and only then - we have hope.

For John, the writer of the Gospel, the words, "I am thirsty," assure us that Jesus was one of us - human and fleshy. If Jesus is thirsty, no phantom could be thirsty. Then, Jesus is human like we are. In Jesus, God had fully entered into the human condition. He experienced temptation, bled real blood, and felt our real pain.

Sitting in a prison cell, Dietrich Bonhoeffer wrote to Eberhard Bethge:

God allows himself to be edged out of the world and on to a cross. God is weak and powerless in the world, and that is exactly the way, the only way, in which he can be with us and help us.... Only a suffering God can help.1

Bonhoeffer is correct. If we are to be saved, only a suffering God can help us. Only if Jesus suffered like we must suffer, only if Jesus died as we must die, then will he be able to save us also. Jesus suffers with us. In this cry of thirst, all of the painful cries and all of the needs of human beings are gathered together. On the cross, we find the sufferings of all who suffer - no matter what causes the suffering. Jesus is at home with us in all our sufferings as human beings. Jesus brings God to all of us who suffer.

The scourged Jesus, crowned with thorns, brings healing to all those who have been beaten down by life. The rejected Jesus stands with all of us who have felt lost and alone in the world - with no hope. The dying Jesus brings life for those of us who are dying. The resurrected Jesus gives all of us who are in despair the hope and promise of eternal life.

Because Jesus cried, "I am thirsty," he is one with us in our humanity but even more, because he is one with us, we, now, can be one with him for all eternity.


1. Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Letters and Papers From Prison (New York: Macmillian Company, 1953), pp. 219-220.

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