Suppose you had just said goodbye to someone you love. If so, you would know the feeling of remorse encapsulating Jesus' disciples after his death. Those disciples were left in a state of total chaos. All along Jesus had tried to make them see that his presence among them was only temporary. He had given them clues about his destiny with such words as You will seek me and you will not find me; where I am you cannot come, and The light is with you for a little longer. Even with these words, however, those disciples, as some of his present disciples, had Jesus pictured wrongly. Those men felt that if they followed Jesus, they were sure to be on the winning team. They expected Jesus to defeat any who dared oppose him. Lord, do you want us to bid fire come down from heaven and consume (the Sam…